hey Xanga!!!

Currently Listening Love at the Core By Run Kid Run see related

Well God has been so amazing in my life. 08-08-08 was an awsome day I will never forget. God revealed Himself to me in a real way and it started that day after midnight when i woke up and felt drawn towards God. I poured my heart out to Him in prayer and he changed me. He healed me and He answered my prayer Immediatly. I was honest with God even with my doubt and honest to Him about being doubtful, but He took that away.

He renewed the fire that was in me. He took way the things I had been pressed down with, and he has given me a desire and love for His Word that I can't explain. I am just in awe and amazed at His love and Real ness. Thats my mission now, is to tell people that God is Real. He will show Himself to you and talk  to you and touch you if you will just Reach Out To Him. Draw Nigh to God and God will Draw Nigh to You!!!!!!!!! 

The Scripture God gave me in my midnight hour that day was 2 Kings 20: 1-5.  I had ask God to show Himself to me and doubfuly I opened up the Word this is the first thing that I read. Tears began to flow and I begin to be amazed and in aw of how this word was exactly what I had just prayed and had been feeling! I began to (pet) the Word like I was making sure it was really there. Words really can't describe what I felt at that moment. I am eternaly grateful for that. And now I look to everyday being able to pray to God everyday! Praying everyday to Him is key. Everyday, daily communication with God is the only thing that will keep you grounded and connected with God. That and Reading, cherishin, eating, breathing, speaking, looking and sharing Gods Word!!!! 

I encourage you to open up to God. He will do a work in you if you let Him and give  yourself to Him.

I was gonna blog about a new site me and my friend just lauched but I guess the Lord wanted me to share this. So I'll share more about the site later. I have just been trying to get the word out about it. But for now if your interested the new site is:

http://www.freewebs.com/everwondered

Peace and love to everyone who reads this,

Chris

Currently Listening No Looking Back By Damita see related

New Beginnings

Yes I'm so thankful for My Lord Jesus Christ.  I'm so thankful for His patience with me and His direction for me. I finally have some direction for school. I'm going to be persuing a Career in IT (Information Technology).  Depending on where you work in the U.S the salary is pretty decent, starting out at 60-80,000 a year. So thats not too shabby. Plus I love all types of technology and computers and programs and stuff like that. So I am hoping and praying its the right direction and that I will like it.

I do believe ultimatly God has a call on my life. However, right now Im in the preparation stages and I have to do what He leads me to do. As far as money goes, I believe I"m destined and I'm promised to be wealthy. I don't seek wealth, but I believe its God promise to those who seek Him first and obey him and honor him with their life.

One of the things that I find joy in is helping people! I believe I was put on this earth to Help people. I believe one day I will be a millionaire just for the sole purpose of being able to give away most of my wealth! I know God has great things instore for me in ways i can't even at this point in my life imagine!!!!!!!!!  I want to be able to give away houses and cars and be able to feed children in africa. I also want to see my family members and loved ones Saved! And I will!!!!!!! I have faith. I put it in my Lord Jesus! 

If you read this may you have a blessed and awsome day and or night in the Lord. Know He wants to draw close to you so draw close to Him!!!!!!!! Remember sometimes the best things are right in front of us we just tend to overlook them!!! Pray and Live one day at a time.

Laugh, and Love,  Always,

Chris

Currently Listening MMHMM By Relient K see related

Im in a mixed place right now

Life for me is kinda of a two edged sword. I have my ups and my downs. My job situation is not exactly what I have planned. I'm stillin school for the summer semester but I'm taking two online classes because durring the summmer semester you have half the time to learn the material than you do during a regular semester.  For what its worth I'm happy. Now that I'm back in Macon, I've got to find  a church down hear to go to. That is a delima of mine and has been for a while now. I keep moving so much its been hard to get involved personally with a local body. And its one of the things that I need more than anything.

With that said, i will admitt I need to allow myself to get closer to God, you can never be too close. Really its us who make a desicion of how close we are to God. He does not force Himself upon us. Whether it be His Spirit, love, gifts, and all the blessings He has stored up for us, its up to us to recieve them and bes thankful for them and continue to walk in Gods ways. Right now I feel like I'm walking blindly if that makes sense. I dont know What God want from me exactly. I have a few things in mind, but I'm having trouble pinpointing what area to pursue. I'm referring to my career. God knows I love many things and really could do and be Anything I wanted. And I know that. But I just want to pursue the area that pleases Him the most for my life and I know that will make me happy!!

Man dont you know how hard it is to find a Godly woman! I have found you have people who go to church,but all the good ones seem to  be taken right, haha. naw in that department, I'm content on being single. I will find the love of my life. God will reveal her to me in His time and I know He will reveal to both of us what His plan is. Ha i guess what I've said for years now, and its true, I want a girl that is so in love with the Lord  more than anything else, and that that is what draws me to my wife, her love for the Lord. Thats the bond that will bring two together. Because God is love. I want the Bond of Love connected with Love Himself to draw me. Because I know once that happens, nothing on this earth can tear it apart!  Its exciting when you think about it. I just have to leave it in Gods hands. Somtimes I wonder if God is holding back on me until I truly submit to Him and Obey Him.  We all have to commit to honor him with every area of our life: Our  Mind,Will, Emotions, essentially our Actions , our Body, and Mouth.  As the Mind goes the man follows! Lord please help me to put you first in my l,ife!!! Thats more important to me than any earthly posession.  Thank you for direction and favor and for what you have in store for those who love you and put you first in their life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And xanga I've missed you!!!hahaha. I'm gonna try to start blogging more on here. Well I'm off to shower. I"m not working right now. I quite walmart. I'm waiting to hear from this other job today or tommorrow. If that does not work out , its off to job hunting again for me. I have some money that will allow me to go a few months without a job if I need the time to find a new one. But only for about 2months max. So please keep me in your prayers. I just want whats God will and what will be best for me in my situation.

God bless everyone, have a great day,

Chris

LIfe in the new year 2008